Never give up on your dreams,
follow the signs.
|cover up: Topshop|
tulle layered top: Zara
dream personalized ring: ANAGON
The universe has thrashed me around the last few years unable to find a strong foothold for me to claim that this is it. I have been lost without the yearning of what to do and what to become. Motherhood had allowed me to push the pause button and slowed things down. A break that showed what is that I truly want. If it wasn't for that I would have continued my reckless carefree life where heartaches were made to become excuses of an easy-go-lucky me.
With Carlos around I thought I wanted to save the world. To make it a better place for him to live in. Maybe I could shield him from the hostility it would bring. However going down that path has left me even more broken than when I started.
Again another stand still...A long lull where I went through the motions of being okay. And then one day I was. I started moving, choosing. So it was given to me - that direction I have been asking for. Thanking God I did not settle, that I embraced that moment of aimlessness because when I was ready and the time was right he gave me a sign.
He continuously does. So watch out for it. It will come.